Regarding the comparison w/ dyslexia, the mathematical equivalent is called dyscalculia. Or acalculia when ability to process mathematical operations
is completely ablated. I have it, to the degree its just about still dyscalculia. Always have had severe dyscalculia. After some very unpleasant
'happenings' several years (as good as I can get, my sense of time went with what numerical ability I did have, likewise hunger although the last
isn't quite so badly fucked, I can just go for days without eating and not realize it, and not feel hungry, and so, until somebody comments I haven't
eaten in a week or so, not be aware since I've very little reminder of the fact. Even then, often enough just the thought of food is enough to put me
off, like not wanting any more food when somebody is stuffed. Memory is screwed up as well, and when things are presented in algebraic form, I usually
won't be able to 'see' it.
For example I can 'feel' the explanation given as its worded above of Boyle's law, but were I can't correlate it to the same thing when presented in
numerical or algebraic format. Its kind of like, from a cognitive processing point of view, blindness, in that I can feel something out and work out
its shape, but otherwise unable to perceive anything other than the actual written characters. But otherwise I might as well be trying to peer
through a sheet of lead in the visible wavelength range.
For a chemist, its no end of bloody frustrating. Thankfully I'm not completely acalculic, but not all that far off. Most math I have to memorize by
rote for practical purposes, or have someone else tell me how the calculation is done, write it down and use a calculator. Its a gigantic pain in the
arse. And things like taking down phone numbers are a nightmare if I have to read them myself, as the numbers 'move' in both the minds eye and the
physical ones. The one that more or less works anyway. |